why do i strive to be the best Hunter i can be very well knowing i will never be a BRK or a Megatf? for myself and my guild. that simple. i have a bunch of RL friends in my guild and i want all of us to succeed, but i feel sometimes like i am fighting a losing battle. what do i mean? well...that is a little tougher to explain than i would like it to be (and take more time than i am willing to put out atm). i am the Hunter class officer for my guild. this means people come to me with questions or ideas right? nope or if they do they do not just come out and say it. i also lead the raids for Kara 75% of the time when i am in a raid. this is a good thing right? maybe not as much as i would like it to be. it seems that i am having issues as the leader of my raid. what are the issues? i am not totally sure to be honest. i guess i have either been unclear or mislead my raid. however i never know about this until after the raid is over and i get a tell from someone not even in the raid. i am told ppl try to tell me what i am or am not doing and i don't listen or am too passive, but i don't even remember these things taking place. maybe i have failed my guild leader and guild as a Officer, i sure feel as though i have. how can i lead a class or a raid if everyone is afraid to talk to me for what ever reason. how can i ask ppl to follow me into battle if they can not trust me or have faith in me to make judgements in the best interest of the group or party. how can i do this with a sound mind if i have the little voice in the back of my mind asking me "would your superior approve of my actions?". i need to be trusted by my superiors and by those that follow me into battle, every leader needs this or they can not lead to victory for very long. i know i would follow my leader into certain failure knowing that they have made the correct choice and i would do my best to be sure we did not fail. also if i thought things were going bad for whatever reason i would let my leader know and maybe even give some advice. i would like to get this from those that go into battle with me.
i believe i am being asked to run another raid this week. i will be sure to have all ground rules laid out before i start and i will also be sure to know exactly what it is that is expected from me. we will just have to see how things go...
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I don't think the issues are with you or about you. Someone is always going to have issues no matter how a raid is run. The only issue I have ever had was when I was told we can't bring alts in and other people where, but I cleared that up with who told me that. Oh and the other thing but I was in the wrong on that one. :)
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